Ok, so maybe this combination of lockdown and christmas vacation is getting to me.  All of us home all the time together has got me out of my routine and I seem to have a hard time with this.  In all honesty I am fortunate to have what I have, the family, the home and friends.  How I occupy my time.  But I seem to miss the feeling of excitement, enthusiasm, etc...

I can imagine that at this time in history I am not alone in this feeling.  But like I said above it important to be relative to what is going on in the world with other people.  

So I look to focus on simplicity in the things I involve myself in and the motivation to do what is necessary.  To accept the shared space and be grateful for it.  

Let's leave at that for now.